Wow, it's been a long time since I did a journal entry on here. It feels kind of surreal tbh.
Anyway, I'm not looking to regain the trust of anyone I used to talk to, I really just think I owe a lot of people on here an apology for up and disappearing around 2011-2012 after I had been so active and dA being such a huge influence on my life. You guys deserved better from me and I let you down.
Basically if you knew me, you'd know that in real life I was kind of a loner. I always thought that in order to be happier away from the computer, dA and everything like that, I needed some actual real life friends. Now in 2011 I met a guy who invited